Posts Tagged ‘clubfoot

11
Aug
13

Nite-Nite Shoes

We’ve reached an interesting place in Drake’s Ponseti treatment. He’s in his first pair of “toe-lift” shoes now that he’s toddling around. For the first time, we’ve started having trouble with rub marks and pressure sores. He’s also at the stage of fighting me when putting on his shoes, and you can’t really reason with a 1 year old. Waking up to shoes being kicked repeatedly into a crib slat while a chorus of “ow, ow, OW, OW, OWWWWWW!” is screamed is also awesome at 6 am on Sunday.

Because the goal is always to stop the red marks from becoming blisters, parents are told to watch for bright red spots that don’t fade away after 20 minutes at the start of the bracing period. 

When I called his doctor’s primary nurse, I was told to try these things and then schedule an appointment with the doctor if nothing worked.

1. Thicker socks.

2. Remove the “pressure saddle” (white plastic curved piece that fits over the middle strap across the ankle) so the straps would tighten futher and reduce any slipping.

3. Cover red marks with the blister cushion band aids or fabric style band aids.

4. Make sure all straps are tightened as tight as possible. 

We are very strict in his brace wear. There’s always a possibility of relapse, but I would hate for the reason to be my not following protocols. I didn’t realize how much I’d miss the 3 month checkups. After 1 year of treatment you go to annual visits, it was nice to “check in” and hear we were doing great last year. 

03
Jun
13

World Clubfoot Day

Today is the first World Clubfoot Day as declared by the Ponseti International Association raising awareness for this treatable but potentially disabling congenital condition.

June 3rd was the birthdate of Dr. Ignacio Ponseti, developer of the Ponseti Method, an effective nonsurgical method of treating talipes or Clubfoot.

I am thankful that this method of treatment existed for Drake, and that the orthopedic team at Cincy Children’s was trained in its use.

Not all children with talipes have access to trained medical staff and afo’s for correction. Raising awareness is so important.

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6/4/13 Addition:

Have to add a bit to this one. I felt awful for missing most of the first World Clubfoot Awareness day so I posted this from bed last night with the hubby asking me to put the iPhone away.

The picture above is one of my only ones from the NICU that show Drake’s clubfoot. We actually didn’t even receive that diagnosis until his Orthopedic visit one month after his discharge. We are so very lucky that his correction seems to have worked and is holding beautifully. Most infants are casted within a few days of birth. Of course, his first cast was 4/26 which was still 1 day shy of his due date.

While in the NICU, he received therapy as part of each diaper change. We were taught to do the hip and foot exercises. Since I was having so much trouble with milk, I was (eventually) so glad to have another way to feel like his mom and that I was proactively doing SOMETHING for his well being.

Thank you to Dr. Ponseti, who would have been 99 yesterday, and the Ponseti International Association for giving us a nonsurgical treatment and a day to raise awareness.

I was so excited to mail my first pair of “night-night” shoes to a family in need last week. Drake’s size 0’s went to a new home thanks to the Clubfoot Shoe Exchange founded and run by mom Janet whose son sees a doctor in the same Cincinnati Children’s group as Drake. You can find them on Facebook if you know of a family in need due to insurance woes. We have been so blessed to have all of Drake’s shoes covered.

I promise that I don’t jump on the bandwagon of every cause out there. Prematurity and Clubfoot awareness have become very dear to me and my family.

Also, I have actually had people ask if I was a smoker because I had both a preemie and a child with clubfoot. The answer is NO. We do not have a reason for either, and that is probably the most hurtful thing anyone has ever said to me.

 

 

07
May
13

Ask, Don’t Stare

While checking out my newsfeed over my morning coffee, I came across this gem from Bar Bumpers.**

Says any parent with medical equipment or a unique kid.

Says any parent with medical equipment or a unique kid.

**I asked permission from Bar Bumpers prior to posting.

We have always used the sleep sacks to keep Drake warm in his “nite-nite” shoes, but I absolutely love these. Bar Bumpers will custom embroider a bar bumper and shoe covers.

I should take a picture of our changing table, cradle, and crib to show the damage that is wrought on wooden furniture by a kicky baby with an large metal bar.

D in his "boots & bar" at 6 months actual.

D in his “boots & bar” at 6 months actual.

I love the craftiness and the practicality of these sets, but the message of this one is what really stopped me in my tracks this morning.

Last summer, Drake was on his last 2 rounds of casting for his clubfoot correction just as we came out of RSV isolation post- NICU discharge. I was still in the fragile, guilty new preemie mom stage. We decided to go to a popular brunch restaurant early one morning. Of course, I felt like people were staring me down as I carried my newborn-sized infant with a hip to toe cast on his left leg. The looks you get make you feel like social services is going to jump out and grab your child any minute. After casting, the Ponseti correction method continues with 23/7 bracing for three months.

4th Cast Mother's Day 2012

4th Cast Mother’s Day 2012

Ask, don’t stare, ladies and gentleman. Most parents are going to be willing to educate you if asked politely and having a good day.

I love these whimsical boot and bar covers. I really need to reach out and see if she’s willing to ship to the US.

You can view all the Bar Bumper offerings on their website  http://www.barbumpers.co.uk/.

Love, love, love the site motto, also. “Bringing fun and fashion into the world of Boots and Bars. “

02
Apr
13

The Posts I Didn’t Write

It’s been a busy few weeks. I thought I would want to write a big, emotional post for the anniversary of Drake’s NICU graduation, 3/24, but it was a Sunday and we just took a walk and baked and decorated cookies. It felt like such a NORMAL, family hanging out day. The kind of day that makes last February feel so far away.

I did make a picture collage from go home day to now at 13 months. What a wonder to see how much he’s grown.

gradiversary collage

Two memories really stick with me from that day. We decided we didn’t want to be separated so the three of us left by way of the parking garage elevator. The same route his father and I had taken every day when leaving Drake behind. I avoided the lobby like the plague. Being wheeled out by my mom on my discharge day next to the lady with the newborn in her arms was still too fresh. The second memory was of the 30 minute drive home. He looked so miserable and tiny in that car seat. He kept his eyes shut the whole way, and I rode in the back with my finger a few inches below his nose once in a while to check his breathing.

Unlike his birthday, that was a day of joy. We all definitely felt the difference in the celebration of the anniversary.

Then last week was our 1 year clubfoot check up. We all got to wear lead aprons and do stand up x-rays at Children’s. They looked AMAZING! You could tell no difference in the structure of his left foot from his right. Yay Drake, Yay Cincy Children’s Orthopedics, Yay PONSETI, and Yay Mom & Dad for strict bracing protocol! We got the verdict that right now we only need to do 12 hours a night, and it should end at 4 years old. We are 25% done with treatment!

Easter was a bittersweet day. We so wanted it to be the day of his baptism, and that wasn’t going to happen due to RSV isolation. Then our church was going to have an outdoor 8am service that we were going to brave, but it was cold and rainy so they couldn’t have it. Mom and Dad were very disappointed. Drake loved his THREE Easter baskets, and didn’t know the difference. What a difference from last year when he was smaller than his bunny!

Will I always have those moments that make my stomach roll over? A family friend asked if we would consider more children. I said a quiet, “I prefer not to answer right now.” Unfortunately, someone overheard and it went to a situation I’d hoped to avoid. What no one knows is I’m actually on blood pressure meds that don’t even allow us to consider it right now. I have to take care of me, first. Not to mention it’s not a discussion for a family/friend Easter dinner. Sigh.

We are so blessed, and despite some bumps on the road we are so very, very lucky. Right now though, I’m not sure I’d want to consider another child who could have very, very different outcomes. Even if I could which is another whole emotional/health thing to work through.

Winter though, can go and take the yucky germs. We’re ready to play tug-of-war with his baseball allegiance (My Cubs vs. His Reds) and go to the Zoo!

Follow ups are coming in May and June for feeding, wellness, and NICU developmental clinic.

 

 

07
Mar
13

The Other Side of the Coin

A search term of “Mitchell brace” recently directed a visitor here. Sometimes my issues and his issues of prematurity overshadow Drake’s journey in his clubfoot treatment.

Our course in some ways has been very straightforward,  and so far this first year has gone as well as can be expected. Our start in his treatment was a bit different due to the circumstances of his early birth.

From my research into this condition,  a diagnosis is usually made sometime during ultrasounds that occur after 30 weeks. Because Drake was born at exactly 30 weeks, we did not receive the early diagnosis that allows parents the time to select a specialist and make a treatment plan.

On Day 2 of his NICU stay, I was waiting for my wheelchair ride to take me down to the NICU. I was starting to feel a bit clearer as the medicine used to unsuccessfully halt my early labor was leaving my system. Although still a bit shaky from the emergency c-section and unexpected birth of my son, as well as those fun hormones.

My husband and some of the grandparents had gone down to the NICU to see Drake and give me some privacy for my doctor’s rounds. Suddenly, I overheard “they don’t know what’s wrong with his foot yet, but they had a hard time straightening it for the footprints.”

Say what? I LOST IT.

My infant son who still had seriously high jaundice levels, who was still on CPAP, and who I hadn’t been able to TOUCH yet had something wrong with him. Not to mention other people knew about it, but I didn’t. My husband had to send everyone away to calm me down.

I have pictures of Drake that show his foot as it looked in the NICU prior to the stretching exercises that PT had us and his nurses doing with every diaper change (6-8 times daily) as part of his cares. For now, they still feel really intimate so I’m going to keep them private.

We didn’t receive a diagnosis of clubfoot until my discussion with PT just prior to his NICU discharge. We left with a referral for an Orthopedic surgeon, and instructions to continue his stretching exercises 6-8 times a day.

Drake is being treated by Cincinnati Children’s Orthopedic team under the Ponseti method of treatment. He received serial casting, heel tendon release, a final three week cast, and 23 hour/7 days week bracing. He’s now in the sleepy time only phase of treatment that will last until he’s 4 or 5.

He is in the John Mitchell Shoes with Ponseti Bar manufactured by MD Orthopedics. It’s the 3 buckle sandal type of shoe. As a wiggly 1 year old, he is much less fond of laying still for his shoes to be put on, which has led to a “Night Night shoe” song and a double team bedtime shoe routine.

There were a few things that were very hard for me during the casting phase.

1. Seeing my newborn in a cast. Even after the NICU, I sat in my car with him in his carseat and just cried after that first cast. I had to call my mama.

2. The looks from other people who realized my tiny infant was in a cast. Ask don’t stare people! That goes for any child with a medical condition. Ask POLITELY, and most parents will gladly educate you unless we are having a very bad sort of day.

3. Soaking that thing off and keeping it wet during the hour drive to the doctor’s office!

The following are the resources I use to gain knowledge about his treatment and support from other parents. I hope this helps other parents on their journey with this congenital birth defect.

Ponseti International – Named for Dr. Ponseti who developed this treatment, and trains medical professionals worldwide

Russell’s Feet – A Parent blog

No Surgery for Clubfoot Parent Yahoo Group  To discuss non-surgical methods of treating clubfoot (also known as Talipes), but specifically the Ponseti Method. We are here to get the word out and to support each other through the various stages of correction.

Clubfoot Shoe Exchange (a facebook group network of US parents who share gently used shoes if insurance refuses payment for these medically necessary AFO’s)

 

4th Cast Mother's Day 2012, 2.5 months old/12 days adjusted

4th Cast Mother’s Day 2012, 2.5 months old/12 days adjusted

04
Dec
12

It’s Beginning to Look A Lot Like…

Follow ups. LOTS of them. I know compared to a lot of preemie parents our slate of appointments is low load. Over the next few weeks we have Eyes (double check those retinas), Foot (make sure we’re keeping the same level of correction and dorsiflexion), Weight (day after Christmas, sadface) and ENT to check to see if the steroid injection is working. 

I received the formal report of Drake’s developmental assessment. The official diagnosis are prematurity and low birth weight of <1300g, developmental delays, and hypotonia of the  lower extremities. We go for a follow up in six months. Time to get him enrolled in EI, especially while I have the time to be at home and work with him. 

We have a mobile baby for Christmas! He is commando crawling EVERYWHERE with his belly on the floor, and pulling himself up to sit since Sunday. So proud of our little fella, go  buddy go! Although, mommy will miss the “swimming” it was just adorable to see him pinwheeling his legs and arms with his belly on the floor. 

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Unfolding His Laundry

I found this image on my old cell phone. It’s the day we went home from the NICU with all 4lbs, 7oz of Drake. I couldn’t tell if he was breathing well in his seat so I held my finger under his nose the whole way home. 

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Coming Home

12
Nov
12

Developmental Assessment

I’m a weird mixture of scared and excited about this appointment. I’m definitely not an expert on infant/early childhood development as my education and work experience tends more toward the financial world. I can see where Drake is and what I think needs improvement.

His pediatrician believes him to be making good progress as of his 6 month wellness checkup. That is good progress for a 6 month old who is really barely 4 months old. He’s still got a tendency to be a picky eater, and some family members are trying to make me force him to sit up on his own (like I have control over that). I’m very careful not to use “Dr. Google” or make comparisons to a friend’s baby who was born 3 days after what should have been our due date.

Just like the NICU, this is unexplored ground for us. I’m so thankful my husband was able to take a half day on Thursday to go with us. He may think of things that I would miss.

So at 8 months, 3 weeks/6 months 2 weeks adjusted, he is

1. sitting with support

2. grasping object and stuffing them in his mouth

3. stealing his feeding spoon

4. eating 4-6 tbsp of pureed food/28 to 30 oz of 24 cal formula

5. getting up on his hands and knees and rocking but not crawling

6. laying on his belly and kicking and swirling arms like he’s swimming

7. on the growth charts for height, weight and head circumferance (1% baby yeah!)

8. wobbly standing if I set him on his feet

I think he may need help with:

1. a week core? the not sitting thing does bother me with the amount of tummy times he gets

2. talking/communicating – he’s good with various cries and has some babble, but he’s not exactly following the ga ga, baba, mama, dadada thing to me

3. his leg muscles especially calves are pretty underdeveloped looking after the clubfoot casting and treatment

 

I think he is an amazing miracle. I want to make sure he gets help if he needs it.

Remember World Prematurity Day, November 17th!!! All babies deserve a healthy start!

19
Sep
12

Happy Dance

Drake and I are doing a happy dance today.

Today we got to go from this:

To THIS:

Good news yesterday at his brace check up. We can go to nights and nap times. This equals happy play time for baby and Mommy!

I love this visualization of him in 4 years completely brace free with perfect feet and ankles zooming around. This is the future!

Yay baby Drake!

(side note pictures are actually from a few weeks ago)

I forgot to give a shout out to Drake’s amazing nurses on Saturday. Everyone at Good Sam was wonderful, but I especially loved Nurse Stephanie, who worked a ton of night shifts and made scrapbook pages and gave him his first bath, and Nurse Conni, who worked a lot of his day and weekend shifts, gave me a TON of support and gave Drake his first full bottle! Thank you and God bless you from the bottom of our hearts!

06
Aug
12

Brace Check #2

Last week, Drake had his follow up on his clubfoot at the halfway point of his 23hour wear portion of his treatment. Everything checked out well, and it was such a relief.

Any Ponseti treatment trained specialist is going to tell you that clubfoot treatment is 5% medical/95% parents. You have to be committed to the bracing protocol 100% or your child will relapse and it will be necessary to go through the casting phase all over again. There is always a chance of relapse, but the probability drops drastically if you follow proper bracing protocol.

The best part of my day is watching Drake kick his happy feet in his tub during his bath or smile and coo because his comfortable during his tummy time play. It is NOT easy to put his shoes and bar back on as he fights me with every fiber of his being, wailing at the top of his lungs, with his pouty bottom lip poked out.  There have been nights I sobbed about it afterwards. Nights I rocked him to sleep because he’d wake himself up knocking into his crib and wake up screeching in fear.

A 6 month old doesn’t understand why his mother is doing something he hates. He doesn’t know why his feet have to be locked into position 23 hours a day. I explain it to him, and I strap him in because I know that when he is running pain free at 5, 10, 20 years old that will be all I need to erase the memories of making my baby miserable away.

It is HOPE for the FUTURE. That’s what makes it possible to do this everyday.

16
Jul
12

Challenges

Two issues this week for baby Drake.

1. How to get him to take more formula.

I’ve been trying for two weeks to get him up to the 32 ounces recommended by his pediatrician at our last visit. He prefers to do everything, including eating, in Drake time, so it looks like I have a call to make this week. When he gets tired of taking a bottle, he just sucks it in and spits it out. Like I won’t notice.

2. Socks that work well with his clubfoot brace, and getting him fitted for a bigger one.

Grr baby socks. I need about 2 sometimes 3 pairs a day. These little boogers are great at hiding out and getting lost in the laundry. His grandma gave us a pair that worked PERFECTLY. The top doesn’t squeeze his leg and they fit well. She couldn’t remember where she had picked up this pair. I finally found some at Target yesterday, but they were all sold out of his size. 😦 His toes have reached the end of the sandals so it’s time for new ones! This will be his first move up since starting bracing on June 12th. I’m getting nervous about his appointment to check progress in August. I hope and pray we have been doing things right.

In the meantime, Mommy is trying to let go of some of the guilt as well as prep the family for RSV season looming ahead. I know we have several months, but Drake has two surgeries slated for November. He still won’t qualify for Synagis, and I’m scared to death of him being placed under general anesthesia. I’m hoping that if I prepare everyone for our becoming hermits again this winter there won’t be any backlash. We’ll see…




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